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And then the net lifted. November 11, 2010

I’m enamored (is that the correct word this morning) with the process of being human on this planet. Enamored isn’t the best word, but it’ll have to do for the moment.

I felt a net lift from my myopic view of the world this week. Some things became crystal clear. And if not CRYSTAL clear, my lens was certainly cleared of some significant smudges.

We all react or act according in tandem with our world view and in concert with our past experiences, each of us working to make sense of things and let’s face it, to get what the hell WE want. I suppose it’s human nature.

If you’d been a reader of this blog for a week or a year, you’ll know I’m all about the process of expansion…by that I mean expanding what is possible, our thinking, our consciousness, what the hell we feel might give us (I suppose), happiness or peace.

I’m watchful of late on how people work to get what they feel THEY DESERVE and it’s often not (to me) pretty.

I believe in good manners, open hearts, graciousness and working to be understanding….though there are firm boundaries that MUST be put in place or as I have found, people will push for WAY beyond what to me is a decent or rather reasonable limit. I’m the first one to want to give a bit extra, it’s maybe how I was raised or just what I prefer…..but that stops abruptly when I feel someone is pushing beyond their due, (not a child, they’re still learning) but of note lately, what would seem like educated, reasonable adults.

I’m finding of late that sense of graciousness and generosity of spirit severely, most severely lacking. It makes me want to shut the door on humanity.

But clearly, that’s not my mission here on earth at this particular time, so I wake each morning considering how I’ll play out the day, handle the latest crisis or negotiate what I felt was VERY CLEAR TERMS with a client.

A friend of mine chides me playfully when I share my wanting to embrace ‘more, more, more’…..I don’t mean ‘more’ as in I want more ‘chips’ or stuff…..but new opportunities, peace, loving kindness, projects which fill my heart….and probably less of the things that are hurtful, stabbing, abrasive.

So two things happened this week….all a part of our perhaps etheric experience, as real to me as any piece of peanut buttered toast I might pick up and chew with coffee in the morning. A net was lifted, (there is so much possible) and a shield of sorts has been placed in my energetic field….I feel it. Those abrasive ‘naughties’ won’t get in….they can try, they can push to penetrate a part of me but they’ll have no luck. For I have my battalion of protectors and guides and I cherish their presence in my physical world here.

My job is simple….to make a solid and profound difference with my presence on the planet. How that is done, each day I wonder, but I know it’s true. And each day, I am encouraged with what good things might show up, how I’ll respond in new ways and the enormity of my creative spirit and what new scene might be created in this movie reel called, ‘BB’s life’.

Here’s encouragement for your own movie trailer….might it be a better story than you had ever hoped.

BB Webb

 

When the Rains Fall. July 21, 2010

Keep looking....listening.

The key, I am finding, is listening. The ‘answers’, if you call them that, the clues, signs, signals, guides, are everywhere. We just need to pay attention, to listen.

I’ve had another test to my own faith in navigating through yet another (what I call), creative ‘funk’. You know what I’m talking about, surely. You wake up with all manner of options in your lovely world but can’t seem to pull yourself from your own morbid spin….colors lack luster, old habits reign, a depression sets in and your energy is zapped.

As a woman you question your hormones, as a man….I haven’t a clue what you all question, or if you do…..but the air is ripe with doubt, frustration, inpatience and clear dissatisfaction.

But you’re not listening in these moments. You’re reacting to what feels dim, not the messages. which like overtones, are so much bigger than your funk. Dis-ease is a signal. Where do you WANT to be…and is it time?

Sometimes waiting and listening is a stronger move than action. I’m a mix of both bull and race horse….this strategy is a supreme challenge and test for me. I fall short of my goal here frequently….though after awhile, even I understand the pain in hitting my head too forcibly against the plexiglass wall put in front of me. It’s there for a reason….put there by the Universe much like a baby barrior….why??….it’s not TIME. If you go too fast you’ll fall down the stairs, reach for poison in the cabinet you should not open. Your parent, the Universe knows….trust here lad, lassie.

It’s for your own good. Though conversely, action, however minute, toward your desires, is powerful. As you coax along your dream, your desire, your passion, just watch, watch what seem like weeds around you begin to curl up with energy and appreciation of your intent. Those same ‘weeds’ turn to opportunity, right people showing up, TRUE love, not the pesky mind-y bullshit that so many in our culture pass off as love….and I’m not just referring to the ‘romantic’ kind, all manner of love….a friend, colleague…someone who can serve your highest good as you can for them.

The kind that brings heart into good measure….where HEALTHY attachments are formed, not the sort that says all the right things with no follow through.

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe: 1749-1832 German writer and polymath.

I’ve no time for those weak efforts. I’m in agreement with Goethe,

“Whatever you do, or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius and power and magic in it.”

He may look a tentative soul, clearly not….or, he simply worked past his trepidation. He probably started listening!

Love, like whatever passion fuels and amps you forward….they have a vibration that is unstoppable, they are MUCH bigger than your mind, bigger than you and the stuff that makes being on the planet, worth all the heartache, hassle and disappointment at times.

I’m going for big. For passion, for healthy attachment and love. I’ll wade through the dis-ease….it’s all part of what’s necessary and I will remind myself of that, often no doubt.

And why do I choose passion, love, BIG…..because I can. Simply because I prefer to and I can.

BB Webb

 

It’s faith…it’s faith we need February 19, 2010

I love remembering what I know.

When I pray, and I do, in my fashion, usually with sweet smelling things in my periphery….I ask whomever, (and I speak with a host of influencers), ‘please help me remember what I already know which will serve me, and who I am here to serve, today, please’.

Yes, I often say please TWICE. Manners do matter you know. They indeed do. A story for another day.

Sometimes I add, ‘pretty please’. Considering that to soften an angel who COULD be having an off day as I’m oft to have. But then I reconsider, ‘angels, do THEY have off days….ooooh, probably not’. ….exactly why I have NO fear of death….just don’t let me hurt while dying….I’m so adverse to pain.

We know so much really. We forget with the influence of a day, a distraction, a hurt, duty or chore. But when we are ‘in love’ we remember everything. I’d suggest being ‘in love’ with it all. Ooooh, I’ll need reminding here. It is however a choice to consider!

I am feeling that this day having somersaulted here. My body and mind and spirit have been stretched by the tumble, the fall, the climb, the turbulence. Sweet turbulence.

We need to have faith, regardless of our religious or spiritual preferences or persuasions. (I think we do).

And we all long for others to have faith in us. Sure we do.

So I am choosing to have more faith in select others today, of COURSE I will….I have all kinds of faith in me. I’ll extend that compliment.

We just don’t know often what we don’t know…..yes, until we know it. And maybe that knowing is a choice as well!

I am also open to being surprised by people’s goodness, heart and integrity.

 

Gratitude and Heart February 11, 2010

I have a variety of pals, some close, some I see only now and again and some who cross the border of service provider and someone who I am friendly with. I’ll count my new massure/energy healing goddess as one. A new acquaintance who like me, studied energy healing with the oh so gifted Dr. Fernand Poulin.

I spoke of Janice Davey’s* gifts a few weeks ago. Walking into her healing room is like walking into what I imagine heaven to be like. The aromas are intoxicating, her table has flannel sheets on it and heating pads, candles burn throughout the room, her walls drip with symbols of spirit and magical forces unseen, the lights are low and the most lovely music plays as if it’s falling from the ceiling in droplets. Immediately I can feel my body remembering what I need to do to take better care of it. Breathe! Listen. Allow. And bring all the light I can imagine into my body. Do what I know to do.

I spent two hours with Janice this evening and left feeling as though 20 pounds of heaviness, attachments to issues, people, circumstances just flowed to the ground, making great compost, my ‘shit’ making healthy fertilizer to grow great things.

This is why I could never hate. I get angry at people, disappointed more often, certainly sad and judgmental, though I try not to, but I can’t hate…I see the humanness within everyone and feel compassionate around that. Because I see me in them. In anyone, I can see me.

I consider then how I might be drawn to a person or how they might be drawn to me. We are mirrors to one another and what we aspire to be, or what we want to move away from. It’s perfect, beautiful really. Look at who you find in your life today.

(I’m smiling as I acknowledge the large, yellow snoring dog with big brown eyes rimmed in what looks like eyeliner, lying on my bed to the left. This boy of mine knows all ABOUT heart. He’s got a huge one this four footer has)!

And as I go about my days and weeks, I come into contact with all manner of business folks, government employees, successful driven entrepreneurs, overwhelmed employees, post office mavens. Sadly I feel a diminished feel around their heart. I feel and really see it all when I tune in. I ‘see’ many other things, mind control, discipline, ego, defensiveness, wanting to please, unconsciousness.

I feel a bit uncomfortable sharing all that, as I don’t mean to be negative or judgmental, it’s just what I sense. My abilities as an energy healer were more in sensing. My teacher and other students could SEE energy patterns, I sense them and am more often than not, right on. This is how remote healing can work as well.

But I stray off topic here. I realize in feeling, sensing what is missing to me, that to nurture real and ripe connections to other human beings, we need to first tune into our hearts and remember what we stand for. Who am I? Is this a rightful action? How might I contribute in a positive way to whatever scene I find myself in?

When I can be in that space, (and there are ways I know how to get myself there), I feel solid, grounded and in a place where I can love what ‘is’. Period. Bless it, thank it, appreciate it and if I’m smart, (and I am), learn from it. And, I do, again and again and again.

I am filled with gratitude this evening for remembering this. I always have a choice. I can be a model of what I feel is loving, giving, compassionate, true, honorable. And then I shall contribute to an ocean of energy waves which might, might influence someone else who is living just from their mind. And that means sharing my truth when I feel it’s necessary, (that usually reserved for the folks I hold most dear). For now.

Consider dropping into your heart several times a day. Don’t worry if you don’t know what that means…just consider ‘dropping in’. Start tomorrow. Set your phone to go off every hour as a reminder! Honestly, it’ll change how you do things, how you treat people, how you feel and it could turn the world upside down in a millisecond if we all did it at once.

My Valentine’s gift to the world this year will be remembering to be the model of such behavior. I am grateful for remembering that I have the choice in this moment, when I’m angry, when I’m sad, when I’m overwhelmed, to drop in, just drop in to my heart.

And so it is! (Thank you Janice, truly)!

BB Webb

To contact Janice Davey (highly recommended by me) email her at janicedavy@comcast.net. You’ll be delighted that you did!!

 

Keeping the light on. February 1, 2010

With the myriad of dense energy I’ve found myself mucking about in lately, realizing my inner zing and joy was a bit diminished, I knew it was up to me, and only me to turn things around….to turn my light back on. I have a lot of light and typically, great energy and joy, despite normal week to week frustrations and my last crazy butt year and a half. But lately I’ve been stuck energetically in the mud!

And so, I called upon my healer pals, a diverse group of people from all professions, ages, nationalities and reasons for wanting to know better how to live in our world, with joy, in peace, with robust health, in love and on purpose, connected indeed to the spiritual part of themselves.

Chakras and our etheric field, we're all connected!

Suffice it to say, laying on the table of an individual who has tapped into his or her healing abilities, (we all have them), one who knows how to tune into the energy in and around the body, is something special indeed. As I get heavy in mindy earth bound day to day ‘stuff’ I forget what I know to do….like ‘breath BB’. (I appreciate reminders), move, (dancing being my preferred choice), and to sit quietly to hear what I need to hear!

When I do, (and how hard should it be), I remember, I remember better who I am, what I stand for, my intent, my connection to God and a host of other supporters in ether form. I remember and ALWAYS feel better. And I’m serious here on a topic which I don’t know how to speak about well, yet.

We are energy, we have an etheric field which is around our body and which represents the physical, mental and spiritual parts of ourselves and energy wheels, (which can actually be measured physically), called chakras. All true! And these energy fields can become distorted, from emotional trauma, an injury, by not taking care of yourself, not being loved properly. While studying with Dr. Fernand Poulin of Whitewinds Institute for Energy Healing, I learned to sense the distortions and with intent, manipulate the energy to assist an individual in clearing away energies which aren’t productive.

In time you’ll hear more about energy healing. But look it up online or go visit Fernand or my new partner in healing, Janice Davey. I’ve seen Fernand remedy and cure things which weren’t helped by allopathic medicine. The work is amazing.

Janice combines her massage and essential oil knowledge with energy healing. On Sunday she gifted me with 2 hours of one of the most powerful healing sessions I’ve experienced, and I’ve had many. (‘Tune ups’ I call them)! How good to let go of attachments to people I need to let go of, to ideas, hurts and to instead, let new energy (light) in. She asked if my lower back had been sore and YES, badly so. She felt a blockage in my sacral area. Better now. We store memories and hurts in our bodies, all which can be intentionally released. Bye bye. And how good instead to move new life force and clean energy throughout my body.

And though I might lose you here, Janice has guides who come to help her, (yes, in spirit form). (We all do you know). At one time she was working on my head and I felt hands on my abdomen and working on the energy field around my heart.

Amazing all that. There is so much to experience beyond what meets the eye.

I feel the lightness returning to me and will get back to practicing what I know so well, taking time to tune into the divine energy we all have access to at any moment, while releasing the energies which serve us not. It’s all part of the process of being spiritual beings having these human experiences.

This work enthralls me. (Old as the hills really). So, if you dare, be open, as really, what is there to lose??

I stumbled upon the video below, with a scientific bent really, which may or may not interest you. (I feel it’s worth the 4 and a half minute watch, music by Delirium….very cool)! Apparently created by the Humanity Healing Network, an organization I just stumbled upon as well.

People working to do good! Here’s to balanced chakras and oodles of light!

Keep your fire burning, mon, come on…you must!

You might have interest in this video? Scroll down the page to where it has the YouTube link.

BB Webb